**Inspired by the song "Just a Friend" by Biz Markie Have you ever had a friend that you want to date,But regardless of the convo, she's too stubborn to reciprocate,When all you want is some slight affection,For a little mental masturbate,Each time you get together,Hands and lips tend to wander,However, it's enough to make you… Continue reading Just a Friend
Category: Random thoughts
Lesson on Skills
From as far back as I can remember there has been something inside of me that has yearned to build something. When I was a kid I would go into my dad's garage with a piece of wood and I envisioned I would walk out with some sort of master-crafted artwork. What I usually walked… Continue reading Lesson on Skills
Habit Talk
I'd like to chat a bit tonight about the thing I've been really fascinated by for the last several months. Habits. The book that I am currently reading, The Power of Habit by Charles Duhigg, is extremely engaging to read. He gives real-life examples of how habits dictate human behavior. He talks a lot about… Continue reading Habit Talk
Dreamy Wonders
Weird dreaming last night. Dreamt that my parents had come into millions and I had talked them into giving me one million. The joy of being able to pay off everything in my life that very day was so overwhelmingly beautiful. Makes me wonder what happened or what I watched right before bed that had… Continue reading Dreamy Wonders
Flexing
Each day sitting down to type, assimilating words into something that didn't previously exist. It mirrors the type of creativity that one partakes in when you find figures in the clouds. It is similar to the connect the dot drawings created as kids. Free association of sorts, whatever the hidden words lay dusted within the… Continue reading Flexing
Thinking Traps
One thing I learned from my therapist that I forget to bring up in flights of flurried emotions is to check if I am falling into a thinking trap. There is a free app she turned me on to which is called Youper. The app walks you through documenting your thoughts, then trying to objectively… Continue reading Thinking Traps
Curious Creative Seeker
Writing Exercise - Word of the Day (04/30) I get it. It is scary having a nefarious disease. Therefore, having a structured program that promises basically freedom of bondage from self and addiction, feels very safe. If I can do this one thing perfectly, this presents to my community an image of goodness and well-being.… Continue reading Curious Creative Seeker
Sunset Feeling
There are these elusive moments where everything feels good and right. It is so powerful that words and breath are completely taken away. Shortly after nostalgia overwhelms me as though I've experienced this all before. The time is fleeting and it leaves me flummoxed trying to recall when in my life this has once occurred.… Continue reading Sunset Feeling
Mixed Up at Birth
Writing Exercise - Shorty Story (04/26) Every morning he wakes up and offers himself as a minion of one amongst the many disjecta membra of society. It was impressed upon him that to become more useful he must remember his own fallibility. He must humble himself and proffer himself for the use of the higher… Continue reading Mixed Up at Birth
Born With It
Writing Exercise - Words of the Day (04/24) One day I was born, and I came out screaming like any other human. 10 fingers and 10 toes. No indication to those around me that my sexuality was gay. "You are talking about a baby that's absurd! Kids shouldn't know about that word. School children should… Continue reading Born With It
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