Well, I was up at 4 am today. Partly due to anxiety over my class which starts today and partly due to my back hurting. I will need to schedule another chiropractic appointment for this week. It will be my third one in the last two weeks. Golfing of all things seemed to have thrown… Continue reading Vomit Diaries – Week Ahead
Category: LGBT
Born With It
Writing Exercise - Words of the Day (04/24) One day I was born, and I came out screaming like any other human. 10 fingers and 10 toes. No indication to those around me that my sexuality was gay. "You are talking about a baby that's absurd! Kids shouldn't know about that word. School children should… Continue reading Born With It
Vomit Diaries – Why are we all floating?
My brain was in space this morning, figuratively. Seeking answers to these types of questions from friends. Needless to say, I ended up taking the day off work, my mind was not in the type of space for work. I needed a day off anyway. The day prior I decided to challenge my fit 80… Continue reading Vomit Diaries – Why are we all floating?
Oh, there you are, HP!
I woke up this morning with a headache and a decision to make. So I made it. Sometimes I can make a series of decisions that start to make me question myself. The dreaded question, "Am I regressing?" It can take just a few small moments for me to start to doubt my self-worth. Much… Continue reading Oh, there you are, HP!
Protected: Not Loving Myself Severely Damaged Me
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How Bizarre
Sometimes my mind gets so full with awareness of how bizarres it is, this world we live in. Take corporations for example. People make up some service, give it a label, put shiny things around it, logos, websites, business cards, marketing. Then with a dash - include your "important" title, CEO, and Co-founder, your name.… Continue reading How Bizarre
Cinematic Feelings
The words are sitting there perched waiting to be articulated, I can feel it somewhere within, perhaps in my spleen, Not sure what a spleen is for but perhaps to provide a place for the words to perch, I am certain that once they are released that deep ache will be stretched, That inner tension… Continue reading Cinematic Feelings
Your Place
Opening the laptop with a blank page to type, Fingers skimming over the keys, A warmth washes over, Like sticky buns being pulled from the oven on Christmas, A familiarity and a comfort, Like settling deep in a worn oversized arm chair, What will this visit bring? The neurons of excitement firing on all cylinders,… Continue reading Your Place
Yield
Yield, dualistic, A result from action, Abstaining action obtaining no results Friendly, comforting, and a compassionate word, Surrendering to the surroundings, The car yields to oncoming traffic, A kind gesture, Not progressing but providing safe returns. She yields to his argument, Choosing happiness over being right, Acceptance, He yields under pressure, Stupidity or strength? Preservation… Continue reading Yield
She Waits
Moon - Tread - Cold Night (October writing prompts) My once barren soul being re-fertilized, Nature filling that space, That longing to feel desired, When I take walks and really be, She is the woman I've been looking for. I breathe and she puts smiles back to my face. Smiles that at many times feel… Continue reading She Waits