My long lost love. I've left these keys abandoned for some time as I've been thoroughly courted and engaged by the colorful arts. However, you've been calling to me the last few days. For whatever reason I've been resisting. When my underlying emotions get too stormy though and anxiety has me questioning sanity, then I… Continue reading Art and Flaws – Random Thoughts
The Light of Dreams
The light on the house feels warm, For a moment I get lost in that life, Or what I imagine that life could be, Coming home to the one who sees you, Having someone to consider... The best part of every past relationship and love story flash before my eyes, Constructing this dream where everything… Continue reading The Light of Dreams
Integrity
I'd never given much though to the meaning behind the word integrity. I knew integrity meant having morals and values and abiding by them. However, in reading, "Further Along, the Road Less Traveled," By Scott M. Peck. M.D., he provides a more complete definition which is, "the state of being whole and undivided." Basically having… Continue reading Integrity
Living with Inverse Acne
I've decided to write about the disease that I have had since I was 15. The one that has tormented me and left me scarred mentally, emotionally, and physically. I've just recently begun trying to open up about the condition. Today I wrote a blog on shame and one of the ways out of shame… Continue reading Living with Inverse Acne
Online Shaming During the Pandemic.
I woke up this morning feeling very heavy with the amount of shaming that has been occurring over the last several weeks on social media platforms regarding the pandemic. People expressing their opinions, judgements, and jokes about others regarding toilet paper, travel, social distancing, and now wearing masks. Online shaming has in itself become a… Continue reading Online Shaming During the Pandemic.
COVID – 19 Word of The Day Journal
Well I suppose we should talk about the thing that is on everyones' mind. The Corona Virus Diseases of 2019, in abbreviated from, COVID-19. When it first was identified in China, many of us, including myself, compared it to one of the many other dooms day news stories we've heard in the past, such as… Continue reading COVID – 19 Word of The Day Journal
How Bizarre
Sometimes my mind gets so full with awareness of how bizarres it is, this world we live in. Take corporations for example. People make up some service, give it a label, put shiny things around it, logos, websites, business cards, marketing. Then with a dash - include your "important" title, CEO, and Co-founder, your name.… Continue reading How Bizarre
Cinematic Feelings
The words are sitting there perched waiting to be articulated, I can feel it somewhere within, perhaps in my spleen, Not sure what a spleen is for but perhaps to provide a place for the words to perch, I am certain that once they are released that deep ache will be stretched, That inner tension… Continue reading Cinematic Feelings
Boundaries
What are their motives? If you learn to listen, they will be made clear, The healthier I am, The more I can hear. Most, simply doing the best they can, Taking this into account, As I observe from where I am, Each person trying to meet their needs, Even if they are unaware of what… Continue reading Boundaries
Sleepy Thoughts
How amazing it feels to not be where you were and when someone is capable of taking you fresh from where you are. How long past impressions linger within others is unfortunate. We like to put people in categories based on our past experiences. We are so flawed as humans, seeing things from where we… Continue reading Sleepy Thoughts
Shaynanigans 